{"id":85,"date":"2026-05-24T09:28:52","date_gmt":"2026-05-24T09:28:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/?p=85"},"modified":"2026-05-24T09:28:52","modified_gmt":"2026-05-24T09:28:52","slug":"i-still-havent-found-what-i-am-looking-for","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/2026\/05\/24\/i-still-havent-found-what-i-am-looking-for\/","title":{"rendered":"I still haven&#8217;t found what I am looking for"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Life is not a straight line. You don&#8217;t go from A to B without diversions, and more important, you may know where A is, where you are standing right now, but you don&#8217;t yet know what B will be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You know what you care about. You know what you are good at. But you don&#8217;t know what comes next.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is where I am now. And I have been here before.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Being here is not the same as being lost. Lost means you don&#8217;t know who you are. I know who I am. I am a father, a husband, a builder, a thinker, a writer, a friend. These things don&#8217;t disappear when the direction is unclear. They are what holds you upright while the picture comes into focus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The absence of a clear direction is uncomfortable in specific ways. Not like drowning. More like standing in a huge empty room, waiting for something to appear in it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The U2 wrote a whole song about this feeling. I Still Haven&#8217;t Found What I&#8217;m Looking For is not a song about failure. It is a song about someone who is still searching and still moving. The searching only stops when you stop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The moment of clarity never arrives while you are sitting still. It arrives when you are in motion. It shows up in a conversation you weren&#8217;t expecting. It emerges from a problem you stumbled into because you were already moving.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Keep working. Keep talking to people. Keep paying attention. Keep searching. <br>Trust that what you are looking for will find you.<br>But only if you are already walking toward it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Right now, I don&#8217;t know where I am going. But I am looking for it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>With love, Dad<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Life is not a straight line. You don&#8217;t go from A to B without diversions, and more important, you may know where A is, where you are standing right now, but you don&#8217;t yet know what B will be. You know what you care about. You know what you are good at. But you don&#8217;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=85"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":86,"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85\/revisions\/86"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=85"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=85"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caputomundi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=85"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}